HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So its almost new year. Maibe your year sucked, maibe it was amazing, or if your like me it was okay so so could have been better. Do you remember your new years resolutions from last year? If you are like me you dont. Or you pretend like you dont so that you arent forced to admit that 9 out of 10 didnt come true, because you didnt follow threw with them. HAHAHAHA last year i actually said id go to the gym 3 hours EVERY single day. So this year my new year resoulutions are going to be a little more real. Now that im a little older i think im mature enough to make all of my new years resolutions come true.
Here are a few of mine:
1. Im going to get my god damn permit. Im going to DRIVE! Ill admit this was on my list last year but after i crashed my moms mercedes and my grandfathers bug all in the same summer during my yearly visit to mexico, i was a little nervous to get behind the wheel, But my confedince has been restored and i no longer think im a vehicular menice.
2.I will PARTY hard and STUDY hard. I get decent grades. I will admit that i party as much as i can but i think i could party more and get better grades. So that is what im going to do.

3.I plan on losing weight but not by exercising. Im pretty sure that never works. ill just sleep more, eat less, dance dance dance.

4. Im going to help people as much as i can. I mean i dont think you can expect to get and never give. Life doesnt work like that unfortunatly, and i want to get a lot. SO in return all give a lot. =)

5. A two month trip to europe seems perfect. I need to practice my french and it wouldnt hurt to speak spanish in barcelona, although i heard they make fun of people with mexican accents. A couple of nights clubbing in camden would be awesome, but my mom wouldnt want to pay for everything so id deffenetly need to get a job. The whole selling shoes to people with foot fetishes isnt going as well as i thought. The resetion is pretty bad i guess.

I hope every one has an amazing new years! Be realistic when making your new years resolutions. ps. I know its tradition to kiss someone on new years, but if u dont know the person you can never be sure if they have herpes of the face. Be safe!

I found out that a good family friend died Thursday. His name was Victor Carranza. He also happens to be an amazing designer. I'm sad to see such a creative man leave the world. He died in a car accident a long with his mother who was in the car with him. He had just finished working on a project dedicated to the iconic actress, Marilyn Monroe. The line was called House of Monroe.

This came as a shock to both me and my mother, who grew up with him. We were talking about going on a trip to New York city to visit Victor just a few hours before my mother got the devastating call. A few hours can really change a lot. Death has been present in my life so much this year. I have had to overcome some pretty rough times in the past months, but with every tragedy you become more aware of whats important.

You don't realize how much you depend on your family until you are faced with tragedy. Like Marilyn Monroe said, "Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right".

mamasboy21 (10:07:44 PM): but like today actually i was looking at my phone and my mom thought i was texting. i mean i was i guess
mamasboy21 (10:08:22 PM): but not at that moment
mamasboy21(10:08:34 PM): then my mom was like stop fucking texting
LunaVirgen (10:08:51 PM): and she must hate me cos she thinks i'm a distraction
mamasboy21 (10:09:12 PM): yeah she does
LunaVirgen (10:09:20 PM): :/
mamasboy21 (10:10:08 PM): and then she said something about you that made me wanna break something
LunaVirgen (10:10:14 PM): what'd she say'
mamasboy21 (10:10:35 PM): it was kinda mean
mamasboy21 (10:10:58 PM): she said i wish that Luna girl would drop off the face of the earth...

I wouldn't mind that she disliked me if she had met me first. Because then, at least I would have had a fair chance to prove myself, and if I didn't win her over.. that's just the luck of the game. But I've had no chance to show her who I am, so her opinion of me remains anything but fair or valid. I'm stuck in a uncomfortable limbo where she has a preconceived idea of me that I am powerless to change.

This ones by my friend who would like to remain anonymous, hence the name change.

waiting for the phone to ring

I have been using guys forever. I know it isn't a good thing but that's just how i learned to get what i want. If i need to get alcohol for one of my party's i'll call a "friend" who's twenty one. Maybe i'll go on a date with him and then mention that i have to get something at a liquor store before he drops me of at home. If i need a ride ill call a "friend'. If i feel lonely and want to talk to some one I'll call one of my "friends". I never do anything more then give them a peck on the cheek. I guess i still have some morals. If that's what you want to call it.

I don't know if i just need someone to love me, although i don't care much about them. I feel good when i know someone is thinking about me. But how long will it last, before i cant look at my self in the mirror?

People say there are only two types of love. To love someone and to be loved. I have been thinking about this more and more lately. When i look back every guy I've had an interest in doesn't care much for me, and the guys who like me don't mean much to me at all.

What goes around comes around. I'm a big believer in karma, that's probably why i cant eat, or sleep without thinking about one person, who i know doesn't give a fuck about me. While a different and very nice gentleman always texts me, talks to me, and asks me out. I constantly ask my self why i cant like the nice guys.

I wish things weren't so complicated. I also wish i could eat with out feeling these damn butterfly's. I wish he'd text back. I wish i could stop worrying and get on with my life even if that means being single a while longer. At least im able to digest food without feeling the need to vomit.

five and 10

so Ive been getting into dressing well for really cheep. It just seemed right, with the economy being so wrong. I try to add a vintage feel to everything weather its an old accessory or a coat from the 60s.
I went to see the LA Opera and i wore an adorable cocktail dress from forever 21, vintage heels, vintage scarf, vintage pearl necklace, and a trench coat from forever 21. I don't have pics of the whole outfit but i have a few of the dress although they aren't very clear.

hello kitty makes everything

INSPIRED

BLONDS MUST HAVE MORE FUN!

slumber partys

are definitely not what they once were.
Sure me and my friends watch movies, eat junk, and talk about guys
but we also do other stuff like run threw sprinklers in our underwear, drink wine, and smoke...
in fact now that i think about it those slumber party's in movies don't seam very real. I mean
wheres the substance abuse or the partying till dawn with your home girls?

ghetto fabulous!

i have thought long and hard about what im about to do, and well im going to confess to you all my beauty secrets.
The secret to looking as foxy as me is being ghetto fabulous!!!
I die my hair with koolaid.
I do my make up with crayola markers.
I paint my nails with sharpies.
Instead of going to spray tan i use spray paint.
I enjoy long fake nails with plenty of bling.
BEING FAKE IS KEY

I found this picture on the web randomly and i must say this is my dream guy. no idea who took it or who the guy is...


Ive seen way too many cheesy movies. They all seem to have the same theme. True love. Im guessing true love is when u see someone and instently know that you have to have them. But is that really true love? Every time i feel instant chemistry with some one, it lasts a few weeks and im done. I fall out of love as quick as i fell in love. Maibe true love is when you slowly fall in love with someone because of the things they do. It might take a while longer to feel a spark but it also takes longer for that spark to go away.

Im crushing

on them

I'm in shock. I took the wrong train and ended up completely lost. I had no money and my phone was dead. Everything was dark and i had to look for a phone booth to call someone. Any one who could come and get me. Of course i called my mother and started sobbing. The only thing i knew about my location was the train stations name and that it wasn't a very good neighborhood. I haven't been that scared in a while. So i sat down and cried in a corner. I know, its very pathetic.

A concerned Asian lady came up to me. Her accent was thick so it was hard to understand what she was saying, but i made out a few things. "you okay?" i looked up at her a little alarmed with my cheeks still wet. "I'm fine now. thank you" i replied in a half sob half whisper. "no i overhear. You say you have no money and no phone. please take this" she hands me a $20. I couldn't believe that a complete stranger would help me. I couldn't take her money. I insisted i wouldnt, but she left it on my lap. Before i could say anything she said "please keep. I don't want anything bad to happen to u. i really do care." Then she gave me a hug and walked away.

I couldn't believe that a complete stranger would help me in a time of need. Living in a big city a lot of people go about their day without noticing the people around them. I confess to doing this sometimes too.

I looked for her to say thank you but i couldnt find her. I didnt even get her name or a chance to return the money. Im so thankful for this ladys help. Situations like these always make me more posotive and thankfull for all the love i get from people around me.

not this bitch!

I absolutely adore Cosmo. Its like my bible. Everything i want to know is in it. Even things i didnt think i wanted to know.
although thats ultra emberassing to admit. I buy every issue every month, but something was different this month. When i went to my local news stand i found that the new cosmo had Kim Kardashian on the cover. I looked at it and thought to my self "what the fuck is this bullshit?'. There was no way in hell i was buying that. So i settled for cosmos ugly duckling of a cousine; Glamour. Dont get me wrong i love trashy. I can watch jerry springer all day because i find it oh so funny. But this? I couldnt even see what the cover said because her large ass was covering all the words. What is it that Kim Kardashian does? Shes not pretty, or funny, or even smart....
but id deffenetly pay to see her and Paris Hilton get in a fight....

yes im risking getting an STD, and for some guy...

I had a crazy dream last night. I had a dream that i went on a date with a guy who took me out to dinner and actually payed for me. Not only was he funny but he was polite and opened doors for me as well. He didn't have a voice that was too high or too low, and his laugh wasn't obnoxious, on the contrary it was very pleasing. He looked like Justin Long, drove a motorcycle, and was in a band. The best part is that i didn't have to wait by the phone for days or refresh my facebook page so many times my computer froze. He was the type of guy that didn't make you regret putting the time and effort into getting a bikini wax. Oh lets not forget that he likes bands like Joy Division, The Clash, New Order, and The Smiths.
Then i woke up and hit my head on the bead post...
Well a girl can dream.
By Luna Virgen

Who tells you how to act? who tells you how to act!? Boys don't know how to , and I ask you who tells you how to act?

No seriously am sick of guessing what you mean , what you feel. I hate how you stare at me and then act like a jerk. Yeah Ive seen your eyes light up when you see me, still you do nothing. I don't mind because I really don't know you, and I can forget you, but you ll regret it for sure.

Baby you can drive around, baby you can look around, and baby then just ask me out...

If I could make a little film to show you all of me, happy, sad, playful, angry, and in love... I would send it to you by dawn , and you would watch it till twilight , hopefully dream about my smile, and would you want to provoke it with your very own laughter?

By Deer Onmoon

the crazies come out on halloween

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERY ONE!!!

I might be a little bit old for this but i have been waiting all week for this day! I absolutely adore stuffing my face with ice cream, and candy, and anything sweet. The same thing has happened since i was a little kid; I eat and eat and eat while every one around me is trying to tell me to slow down. Of course i dont listen, until the next day when im sitting infront of the toilet throwing up the pounds of candy i somehow forced down my throat.

Every one has seen that scream costume. The one that every single latino kid has worn once in his life. Well i cant stand those. They really truly scare me. THEY ARE UNESCAPABLE!!!!

mariachi funky disco

I like electronic music, but i adore mariachi even more. I guess its just the latin part of me that gets all worm inside. I would have never thought of mixing the two together, until i heard Nortec Collective play at the sunset junction. I fell in love! I was recently listening to them and i couldnt help but want to dance while juggling a burrito in one hand and dancing quebraditas.

Hot Chicks Who Play Synths

Everyone loves hot chicks. Even other chicks love hot chicks, regardless of sexual preference. But what’s better than hot chicks? Hot chicks who play hot fuckin synths. Nothing gets me goin’ like a total babe laying down some fat synth bass that just destroys. That’s why I salute these two ladies in the first edition of this series of blogs: Hot Chicks Who Play Synths.

First up: Emily Haines of synth-pop-rock band Metric. Not only is she a total blonde babe that is reminiscent of Blondie herself, but she plays a fucking SCI PRO ONE!!! One of the fattest analog bass synths ever made, this monster of a synth is a toal classic and it does my heart good to see some analog synthesis going on during the show.

Next: Nancy Whang of LCD Soundsystem and The Juan Maclean! This babe is for you if you dig the Asian persuasion but she also rocks three synths AND an MPC during LCD shows! She really knows her way around the knobs and those babies. If she weren’t laying down hot synth lines for LCD, their shows would sound empty without her, and for that, we honor you through this post!

By Evan Gall

Die reinste freude ist die schadenfreude

This is one of my favorte german frazes. It means "our purest joy comes from seeing people we envy get hurt".

We all know that we feel some sort of satisfaction when someone we envy tripps and falls. No matter how nice you are, you are familiar with this feeling.

I remember being in elementery school, and seeing this girl with the new my little pony. She was brushing its pink tail. At that very moment she got up, she tripped and fell on a banana peel. I was concerned and helped her up but i know that deep down inside i was smiling.

"another one of those days"

Many things are terrible, two of those include Uggs and crocks.

I'm not sure which is worse, but they both seem equally bad.

Ive been looking for a part time job every where. You know the kind that pays next to nothing, and is all together boring. I haven't found a single thing!

A few days ago i stumbled on to a shoe fetish add. People will pay you a lot of $$$ if u send them your old dirty shoes and a pic of your feet. It seems like a quick way to make cash, but totally degrading. I don't know if i should do the shoe thing or get a respectable job that pays horribly.

(I love you emma)

"nobody in this shit hole gets me because i don't put out"

"We don't put out!"
My favorite character in my absolute favorite movie is Chorinne Burns, who lives by this quote, and many others including; don't get screwed. Although her band, the stains sucked, her crazy outfits and skunk like hair was awesome. If i could be like any one i would want to be like her. Shes one girl you wouldn't want to fuck with. Lady's and gentleman the fabulous stains also stars Steve Jones and Paul Cook (of the sex pistols), Paul Simonon (of the clash), Vince Welnick (of the tubes), and Barry Ford.

What should i wear???

A friend invited me to an anarchists meeting. Im really curious what they are like but i have no idea what to wear. Im pretty sure they just bitch about everything. im pretty good at that.

I think full on leather is the way to go. Probably with some t shirt that sais Fuck the government. Leather over the knee boots are super in and i bet my pair would be perfect for this event.

im blowin ur mind like a poisonus mushroom

Vanilla ice would kick Lil Wayne's ass in a rap battle no matter how much he looks like a predator.

What the fuck happened to rap? It use to be about surviving in the hood, respect, and what not.

Now all you hear on the radio is douche bags talking about Ferrari's, gold chains, big houses, and girls with big asses. If these guys where so "hood" i doubt they'd let some record company scam them out of half of their own income. Rappers should stick to what they know best, instead of singing in annoying robot like voices.

Interview with Ben and Evan. A real mans perspective.

I wanted to start my first blog by digging deep into the complicated minds of my two good friends, Evan and Ben. They are both very attractive and intelligent guys who spend all there time beating the ladies off with a stick. They wear leather and DJ. What could be better. I interviewed them about love and girls.

Q: Hi guys! So I have been wondering this for a while. You guys have all the girls on your nuts, Do you prefer playing the field or going out with one person seriously?

Ben: It all depends, if its a special person like evan, then I want him for the long run. (he thinks for a couple of seconds) Never mind id rather play the field.

Q: Haha! Thats quite interesting. Would you prefer getting baked goods, flowers, or or underwear from a girl?

Evan: Baked goods! My grandmothers an insane baker. Cookies are pretty bomb.

Ben: If it looks like shit, i dont want it. If it doesnt then ill eat it. Im talking about baked goods. Theres nothing you can really do with underwear. Im not one of those creeps.

Q:Would you find it hot if megan fox was laying down naked on top of a synth?

Evan: That would be interesting. Yes, i would. Im not sure shed fit.

Q:Blond or Brunette?

Evan: brunette.

Ben: It all depends on ethnicity. I like the chick on modern family. (he points down) It doesnt discriminte....

Q: Beyonce or Rhianna?

Evan: Beyonce. Rhiannas a skinny bitch.

Ben: Beyonce! Have you seen her legs? Oh my God! shes like a godess! And that ass...

Q: Wow you really like Beyonce. If you had to go out with a man who would it be and why?

Ben: I dont want to sound cliche, but Brad Pitt. Although i didnt like his long blond hair in troy. He has nice pecks. Actually Tom Cruise because HE KNOWS HOW TO SUCK. I could be the man in that relationship.